8: How much love is there in your life now, compared with, say, five year ago?

8: How much love is there in your life now, compared with, say, five year ago?

Z: I can’t even compare. What I had then was deep poverty compared to now. Which is strange because then I was earning a fat income and now I’m not. But my life then was just sad compared to now. My life now is… the only word I can think of is, blessed. Full of light and happiness. Every single thing I do, from when I awake in the morning to when I go to bed at night, is congruent with my soul and with who I really am. I never feel pushed to do anything that I feel wrong about. The world around me is beautiful. And, amazingly, I only ever seem to deal with people who are kind and helpful. It’s strange, but it’s true. Everyone I meet is just wonderful. I hadn’t really thought about that until now.

8: There you are. And you have only just begun the journey. And it will be the same for all who engage on such a journey.

Open your heart and give your gift, and the world will change for you.

It will take time, because you will take time to change. But it will unfold for you like a flower that slowly opens.

As you open your heart, as you release your blockages, as you allow the Love to flow though you, as you give your gift, so your world will be your mirror. So it will shine Love back at you, so it will give gifts back to you, so it will show its open and abundant heart to you.

The world is nothing more and nothing less than a mirror for your soul. You will only ever see shining back at you that which you really are. So shine your light of love. You will need patience and commitment. But the rewards will amaze you.

Give.

…and…

Receive.

Just as “breathe out” and “breathe in” are the cycle of breath, so are “give” and “receive” the cycle of love.

The gift that you are giving is a wonderful, delightful surprise to many. You know this. Many have expressed to you how they found themselves deeply touched by what you are doing. They find light and joy and truth here. It heals them and transforms them. They find that they can tell themselves a new story, for the fact that you are telling yours. You know this. They tell you it is so. So your gift is a good one. Now, can you find in yourself a willingness to receive also? Are you willing to unblock the blockage and receive in like measure to your gift? There are those who have gifts to give that you need to receive. They are perfectly suited to the giving of their gift and it is to the greatest service of love that they do. It is their great gift to give.

Are you willing to receive?

Z: I am, 8. I have had issues with receiving, I know. But now I understand it differently. I am now willing to receive. I am willing to engage directly with the energy cycle of Love.

8: Wonderful, my beloved friend!
In that case, I can move on to the next step.

The first step was removing the blockages to love,

the second step was engaging in the doing of love.

The third step is, being love.

3.3 Be Love

I trust that you are now ready to accept that oneness is your truest state and that love is your truest expression. I have made it clear to you that it is only as a result of a lot of hard work that you have been able to obtain for yourself this illusion of separation that is the duality experience.

And it is only by looking deeply into life’s shadows and creating with what you found there, that you have been able to experience your life as being full of fear, sadness, pain and confusion. And the fact that you can see this to be so is evidence that you are now seeing through that illusion.

Seeing through an illusion is the step that comes right before releasing that very illusion. So this is good news.

The path forward involves you first releasing the negative energies, as detailed above in our discussion about energy blockages.

Then you should begin to create ever more with the light energy of love. More light and less darkness and shadow is the process here.

In due course, the whole negative-emotion experience will be but a memory. It is within you now, so you shall always have the right to create with these negative emotions if you choose, but I am saying you shall in due course release your belief that you must create with them.

These illusions that you could be hurt or killed, that someone could take from you what is yours, that you could go without and be left needing and wanting and that you do not get what you create, will become very obvious for what they are… illusions. You will stand up in your own light and own your creations. And none shall be able to take from you without your explicit permission.

And, as you engage with this process, so something else will happen.

Service and the giving of your great gift is, you see, the doing of love. It is therefore an ego function. But it is what I would call right-doing because it is the doing that aligns you with your greatest good. It aligns your ego with your heart. And when you are truly perfectly aligned with your highest nature, then you are your highest nature. Then you are your inner-self, walking here on Earth.

Do you follow?

Because this is a very important point.
When you are in every way thinking, acting and being like your God-Self, then you will be your God-Self.

You see, it is only through constant hard and painful labour that you are able to maintain your separation from who and what you truly are. If you cease doing all this objectionable work then you will, and must, return to what is true and right – what is natural and normal.

The elasticity of the Infinite Elastic Ball will pull you homewards. You will feel the movement in your being and it will feel blissful.

It won’t happen all in one go, though. That would be the “direct route” that I spoke of previously. You are not choosing that. You are choosing the slower “scenic route”. So, for you, it will happen in a series of steps. As you slowly learn to cease all the “pushing away” that has become habitual second nature to you – as the Infinite Elastic Ball pulls you back home another step – you will feel your consciousness changing. You will have transformative, blissful experiences and you will come to new ideas about yourself, your life, your goals, who you are, what you wish to do. And your world will change. In each of these steps, in a moment, everything will become more beautiful and life-filled. Everything will become illuminated. Full of light. And the light, of course, will actually be shining out from your own heart. It will be the light of love that shines from you that will illuminate the world for you!

And this will happen to everyone who chooses to follow their heart, to engage with the cycle of love, to give their gift – to all such beings it is a guaranteed certainty that you will have a series of such moments when you shall, quite simply, be love. With each step this shall be ever more true. And in those moments you will see ever more clearly. You will see with your heart what it is that you are moving towards. And because you have free will always, you will have the right to move towards it faster or to reject it.

None, it must be said, have ever rejected it!

But you will have the choice. And so, if this has happened to you, if you have experienced the light of the divine, then you now know what it was. And if you have not? Then you will know what it is when you do!

Z: And this is what happened to me during my Mountain Experience, 8?
8: Yes it was. That is when you felt your whole energy shift from one level of consciousness to another. You moved your self-identification from the separate self to the connected self. To put it another way, you shifted your centre from ego to heart. And that was your first Singularity Event.
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You had another with your day of silence. On that day you purposefully stilled yourself so that you could engage the next shift in your consciousness. You became aware of your own true nature and that this was love. You became consciously aware of your own essential oneness with all.
Z: Right. So my Day of Silence was my second Singularity Event?
8: Well… did you or did you not have an experience in which you felt your consciousness shift? Did you not, in a moment, attain a new level of awareness? Did you not suddenly understand yourself to be more “one with the oneness”?
Z: Yes. That is all true. But my day of silence was quite unlike the mountain experience in so many ways.
8: This is good to note. Because otherwise your readers might be under the impression that their Singularity Events will have to be out in nature, or whilst exercising, or in some other way similar to your Mountain Experience.
Your Singularity Events will be utterly personal to you and they will not be about your external circumstances; they will be about the shift in consciousness that goes on within you. You will feel the change in your soul. What you will see, feel, know or experience will simply be whatever accompanies your inner leap of consciousness.
You see, each must experience these blissful moments first-hand. You cannot change the direction of your soul with thoughts and ideas. You change it with the deep knowing that comes from feeling your connection to the oneness.
Earlier in this chapter, I said the following to you:
“Love cannot be understood, as it is much greater than the mind that would seek to understand it. Love can only be experienced. And once you have had even a small taste of true limitless, unconditional love, then you will be forever altered. Your life’s quest will be to return to that state of Love. In that moment, you will know that there can be nothing even
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remotely as important to you as existing in that state of union with the divine that is love.”
And it is so. This is the one great saving grace. If you stop working so hard to be Forget, then you will have a series of awakenings. You will realise that Remember is right there inside your heart. As near as your own heartbeat. And speaking to you all the time. Constantly calling you to wake up. Constantly telling you about who you really are. Ever present, ever loving, gently reminding. All you have to do is to stop trying so hard to be Forget.
Z: And then we will have such wonderful, amazing blissful experiences?
8: Yes. And as you continue to engage with the process of being love, so you will have more. Each one is a step-up though the levels of consciousness. With each one, your psyche is moving up though one of the dimensional levels. You are spiritually ascending. And this will happen to you exactly three times as you become ready to leave duality behind.
Z: Three times? Why three times? Why not less? Why not more?
8: You will understand this properly when we have that much anticipated conversation about spiritual densities. But briefly then: the world you are living in right now exists at the third density. In order to be born into that world, you needed to be of 3rd density consciousness. With each Singularity Event, you step “up” one density and move closer to being permanently of unity consciousness. If you have had one such experience, then you are of 4th density consciousness, even though you still reside in a 3rd density world and inhabit a 3rd density body. After three Singularity Events, you reach the 6th density of consciousness, then you attain the lowest level of unity consciousness. That is to say, at the 6th density of consciousness you will still feel that there is value in holding the illusion of separation, but you know absolutely that it is an illusion. So you will be a unity conscious being, irrespective of the level of consciousness of those around you and of the world you inhabit.
But you are just one of many beings who are engaged on this journey home. As you each transform yourselves, so you transform your world. So the planet illuminates. It rises to the light. You are the agents of
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transformation. You are the saviours of yourselves. You are the ones you have been waiting for.
Z: Whoa, 8! That’s a whole lot of amazing in one short paragraph! Can I unpack it slowly?
You are saying that by us engaging in our journeys of following our hearts and being love, so we are changing the world. Literally?
8: Well? Is this not your experience?
You are changed and so your perspective is changed. How you look at the world is changed. How you feel about what you perceive about you is changed. And you choose new experiences and different interactions. And then you express a different energy to the world. What you put out changes. And so what you get back changes. And then you begin to find your gift which impacts the world and causes changes. On and on I could go. In small ways and big, in subtle ways and profound… when you change, your world changes. And most assuredly, yes, a Singularity Event is a moment of life-alteration. It is the moment when all of your choices for change become realised.
Is this not true for you?
Were these two occasions not the culmination of many, many choices for you?
And with both of these events did you not feel your world change?
Did you not experience the light entering your life and lifting you up to a higher perspective?
Did you not feel yourself moving closer to your true nature?
Did you not see your path with greater clarity?
Z: Yes. All of that is true.
8: But it did not force or coerce or take your right to choose from you.
Z: No it didn’t. Which is interesting because the mistake I made was to think that the Singularity Event would be somehow…
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8: You expected it to be something from “outside of you” that would somehow come and save you from yourself. You thought that the Unity- Conscious Moment would be a light that would shine from outside of your being that would fix everything. This is what you wanted and expected and you were not ready to know that it will never be so. You cannot be saved by an outside agency, without at the same time being a victim. Without at the same time having your right to choose and create for yourself taken from you. But this cannot happen. No light-being or Christ light or God or angel or whatever you wish to think of, could take from you your right to create for yourself, if that being is itself of unity consciousness. What you do to another you do to yourself also, remember? And if some external being declared by its actions that you are broken and in need of rescuing, then that being would create itself thus also. If that other being removed from you your absolute right to create your own reality as you desire, then it would immediately also take that right from itself and it would cease to be a creator being. It would fall to low consciousness. And then it would no longer be able to save you.
You cannot be saved from outside of yourself. It is as simple as that.
It cannot happen.
But there is always the one great saving grace. It is the fact that the light of the ONE shines always from within you. If you are willing to let it shine, then you suddenly see the grand cosmic joke: you were never lost! You never were anything other than a creator being of magnificent power creating your whole reality. You were always immortal. You were always indestructible. There never was anything to fear.
So yes. Those were the first two of the three unity-conscious moments that you’ll experience while in duality. Now you know. Now you can go about letting go of the remaining vestiges of separation that you are still creating for yourself and be prepared… the next one will still happen. And then you will be of unity consciousness. Then this body of work will have served its purpose. And then a whole other level of creation will begin.
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8: For almost all of this book you have repeatedly been promised a chapter dealing with, “Space, Time, Densities and Dimensions”. We have touched on some of the salient points, as we have proceeded, but now it is time for you to get the whole picture. So that is what we shall do in the next chapter.
Z: Excellent!
And that means this chapter is done?
8: No. This chapter is actually only about to begin. It begins when all these words and ideas and mental constructs about Love stop. It begins when you stop talking about Love and start experiencing it. So take what we have said about love to heart.
Go now. Go be love.

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